Time trial: Circuit Gilles-Villeneuve GR.2

Usually I beat gold by at least a second or more  — this one was really tough 😮‍💨

really tough? It's making me question if I even want to play this game anymore. Been playing a litle over 6 months now and for the last 8 time trials I have managed to silver them all (except Nürb, didn't even try that one. lol)

This TT though is crazy. I don't understand what I'm doing wrong. I've analysed the replays, looked at YT tutorials, studied telemetry, but I just can't do it. If I try to be faster I just spin out or hit the walls. 

It's really demotivating like my progress is reversing all of a sudden.

I feel like there's been a pretty rough stretch of TTs the last couple of weeks. Between this and the GTWS/Mangusta TTs at Monza I'm finding myself struggling to get gold when I'm higher up the leaderboard than I usually am.